Monthly Archives: December 2011

The Rotten Kid

I have always been happy for what my sister has done with her life and where she is and what she accomplished esp coming from were we did. There has never been an ounce of jealousy, just embarrassment on my … Continue reading

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Bad Mommy Day

That what I call these days when my mother’s death is the first thing I think about. This one did’nt  surprise me though, I have been doing some online BBS stuff in the small town I live in and there … Continue reading

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In my face

I just don’t know how to deal with “the stuff”. I don’t know how to handle the pain it causes when I have to touch it and look at it. Why do I hold on to stuff that was given … Continue reading

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The one in charge

At least before, when we didn’t have much of a relationship, we had some sort of relationship. Before the relationship between me and my older sister was …… not so close. It’s not like we talked alot and long periods … Continue reading

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